well, i guess he wasn't even really when i knew him. i had a dream about him last night. or, amend that: i had a dream in which he appeared last night.
when i awoke, i was somewhat pleased that in this dream, my ex was actually overweight. he had a huge beer belly, which aged him considerably, and i did not feel any attraction to him at all. i don't remember the whole context of the dream, what was said, or how it ended, but i am distinctly happy knowing that i now do not immediately associate him with attractiveness.
initially, i was worried that i would think about him when i masturbated. but, that has not happened for months. and, i'm relieved to see that he won't appear as some dashing prince charming in my dreams, that i will harbour unrequited love for.
moving on. how nice.
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