Wednesday, May 14, 2008

why was i listening for so long?

i think it is strange that i have so many wonderful people in my life and yet i have allowed myself to be so engrossed with you. i mean, why do i so miss you? why do i so value what you think or feel or say? i've finally realised, with the help of a friend (and some wine) tonight how i've let myself lose myself in you. it's not fair to me and it's not fair to anyone i might want to be with in the future.

i don't want to talk to you anymore. i don't need you on my mind anymore.

i didn't need my friend to tell me that to know it, but i needed him to tell me that so i wasn't wallowing in thoughts all by myself. i'm doing well without you, so there is no reason to hold on to you anymore. but thank you for the journey. good luck with life.

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