Thursday, July 24, 2008

just to hear those words

every once in a while i have dreams of resolutions. mostly to do with him, but sometimes with other people in my life. the dream sets up by taking me back to where the other person and i left off: the last time we spoke. in the dream, the conflict that exists in real life is brought to a head. in many instances, all i really want to hear are things like, "i'm sorry" or "i missed you" or "i forgive you".

at one point in my life it seemed that the longer i dreamed about these fantasy resolutions, the more frequently they actually happened. but, there continues to be one person that finds his way back into my dreams without any resolution at all.

if you're reading, i am sorry for leaving you the way that i did. i miss you.

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